Standing in my Partners Shoes – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 708

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disrespect my partner in any way shape or form. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to disrespect my partner and think that she is tough and she can take it. Disrespecting her through by the way I speak to her with my tonality being …

Locking Myself into The Silent Treatment – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 706

Last night I had a reaction come up in relation to my partner. I have seen this particular kind of reaction come up before and so now see this as a pattern that I’d like to correct. My partner and I were interacting last night and suddenly she had a reaction in relation to something …

Walking A Long Distance Relationship – An Artists Journey to Life: Day 685

I have just arrived back home after being gone for a week which included a 3 day, 30 hour drive across the country. I had traveled to the US to help my partner (and her 2 cats) with relocating to Canada to live with me. Her and I have been in a long distance relationship …

Resistance in the Early Stages of a Relationship – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 676

In this blog I am continuing with my blog-series on ‘the experience of Resistance’ here sharing part 3 of the segment devoted to ‘resistance within the context of relationships’. In the previous 2 parts I started to introduce what I have come to see about myself with regards to resistance that I have faced within …

The Creation of Attraction and Resistance in Relationships- An Artists Journey To Life: Day 675

Here I am continuing my blog series on ‘Resistance’, where in this blog I will be walking part 2 of my segment on resistance within the context of relationships. Part 1: A Story About Resistance (Part 1) – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 669 Part2: A Story About Resistance (Part 2) – An Artists Journey To Life: …

Resistance in Relationships (Part 1) – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 674

This is the 4th blog in my series on Resistance. You can read the other blogs here. Part 1: A Story About Resistance (Part 1) – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 669 Part2: A Story About Resistance (Part 2) – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 670 Part3: Resistance to Sales and Customer Relationship Building – An Artists Journey …

You Attack Me, I Attack You, You Attack Me, I Attack You, You Attack Me, I attack You, STOOOOOOOOP! – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 560

This is a continuation from my previous blog - Are Intentions Behind Humor Actually Mean Spirited?- An Artists Journey To Life: Day 559 I see, realize, and understand that I reacted to ‘y’ defining me as bitter because within this I felt that ‘y’ was ‘attacking’ and so my reaction was a ‘how dare you’ reaction and was not so much related to the point …

Trying To Carrying The Past Into New Adventures – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 555

  I have noticed within me that I still hold onto the idea of ‘relationship’ in terms of as I have been attempting to ‘move forwards’ in my process of Self Change and particularly within the context of agreement, and essentially I see that in by still holding onto these ‘ideas’ that I have held …

“I Can’t Do It Alone” – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 355

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to spend every day trying to escape ‘being alone’ within the point of for instance seeking/desiring/looking for a relationship with someone else, instead of spending everyday actually working on my relationship with myself. So that I am stable ‘walking alone’ I forgive myself that I have accepted …

Effective Love Life in Equal Money Capitalism – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 247 (Part 1-2)

In this blog I am going to explore the influence of how media, movies and television affect our personal relationships, starting here with looking at the role media, movies and tv has played in shaping our current idea of what a relationship with another person is supposed to be like. Within this I will take …