Why Do I “Give Up” on Everything – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 450

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as always “on the outside” and “On the outskirts” where I have lived most of my life and where I feel comfortable. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define it as impossible to actually commit myself to …

Suppressing My Awareness of Resistance – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 398

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny myself living to my full potential because I have accepted and allowed myself to give power to Resistance where Its like I have become submissive to this ‘experience’ of resistance that come up towards various aspects of my life where instead of pushing …

WANT – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 395

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to build ‘wants’ inside myself. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fuel addictions which is just patterns that repeat, through and in relation to the point of ‘want’ where my ‘want’ for a certain experience or feeling will be the …

Minding My Spending – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 57

  I forgive myself  that I have accepted and allowed money to determine who I am towards others where my interaction with others is influenced by money in various ways. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my beingness to be determined by money where by my total energetic experience of myself is …