Opening the Gifts of Everyday Life – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 821

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Opening Up A Moment.

What does it mean to open up a moment and get the most out of a moment?

This is the question and process I will be exploring in this blog to assist and support myself to substantiate a recent realization that came through with regards to how I can practice and refine my Living Expression so I can get the most out of myself, my life and what is here.

 

And this a Key – ‘What is HERE’

 

I find that I have the tendency to overlook what is right here as my life and to also Judge what is here where I judge my life and how it is, and what I have, my environment, my job, my relationships, my hobbies, my routines, ect. I judge everything seeing and thinking it is just not good enough, that ‘there is nothing there’ that it is boring, that its wrong, or broken, or not enough, and then I go through each day and it becomes a struggle in a way.

 

When I do this, I start looking ‘out there’ I start looking at and desiring something else, something more, something better.

 

My question is however…

 

When I do this, when I judge myself and my life in this way, am I preventing myself from seeing what is really here and so preventing myself from receiving the gifts of everyday normal life.

 

This has been a shift that I have been practicing of late.

 

Receiving the Gifts of Everyday Ordinary Life.

Essentially, extracting the fruit of the moment.

 

Though I have been practicing this process, I’d say at this stage that this entire process or concept is largely a Realization that I have still to actualize and Live and Express for real within my life, though I have began this process and have began settling down more in day to day life.

 

So lately I have been practicing Focusing on What is HERE in the moment to moment of my life. It makes a lot of sense to do this, and that instead of trying to go out and find a new life or new relationships, to actually FOCUS ON WHAT IS HERE as the Relationships, Points, and Processes that I am already engaged in and look at where I am not getting the most out of the Life that I have already created for myself.

 

And to dig into the moments more.

I see I can bee more engaged in the relationships that already are here but that I have kind of not tended to or participated in.

 

That is not to say that I shouldn’t go ahead and open up new relationships or points or processes. Its more a point of embracing what is already here to its Fullest instead of resisting it, judging it, and pushing it away.

 

So this has to do with realizing the Gifts of Everyday Life, where now I can redirect my focus to HERE and to getting the most out of each moment instead of thinking I need this great grand life or experience to have fulfillment, and to rather Extract from the Ordinary to create the Extraordinary from what is simply here.

 

For me I have had a tendency to expect the worst and to assume that I am messing everything up and that my life is falling apart because there is something not right or there is something I am doing wrong. So this is another point I see is important for me to adjust within myself and for me to rather Embrace the Successes in my life. This is something else I have been working with. I have been working on Celebrating my life more. And Honoring what I have created as my life at the moment. And practicing letting go of that paranoid anxiety that I sometimes allow to take me over to the point where I end up living in fear that everything is all wrong and will fall apart.

 

This Is also connected to Slowing Down which is the Words that I am utilizing to support in this process of stepping out of my anxious paranoia that I am somehow fucking everything up, and to rather embrace and acknowledging my Life and what I have created, allowing myself to See the Good also, instead of always just seeing and focusing on the bad.

 

So moving forward my direction will be to embrace what is here, embrace the moment, embrace the ordinary and to open up the moment, open up the ordinary and see what is here. This way I don’t have to go out and try and find some miraculous moment or over the top experience to experience some sense of fun and fulfillment within myself, but to rather work with what is already here in every moment which is actually quite cool because it takes the pressure off where I can now Look into the Ordinary and uncover the Gifts and Gems of Everyday Life and acknowledge and Explore this Potential that Everyday Life is a Treasure to Behold.

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From FIGHTING to EMBRACING our WORLD SYSTEM (A Decade with Desteni)- An Artists Journey To Life: Day 794

Satisfaction and Success

In this blog I am going to share one of the major points that has impacted and shaped my life that has come from and within Walking the Desteni Process.

I first found Desteni 10 years ago when the website first came online, so I have been walking the Desteni Process for 10 years.

One of the most impactful points that walking this process has had on me has to do with EMBRACING THE SYSTEM instead of fighting or rebelling against it.

What does this mean?

Before Desteni I very much saw money as the root of all evil and I hated everything to do with Responsibility when it came to functioning and living in the world system. I believed that this was all just a waste of my time and I told myself that I don’t want to spend my life filling out paper work. I never paid my taxes on time, my student loans were overdue with numerous late payments, I had never had a 9 to 5 type job, only seasonal work and odd jobs. I just didn’t care about ‘that stuff’ I overall resisted the system and how it functioned and I essentially was trying to escape, run and hide from it. I wanted to be an Artist and I wanted to be free from what I perceived to be the restrictions of our corporate world that in my eyes was sucking the life and creativity out of the human being.

As a result of my approach and beliefs, I was living on the fringes of this world, making just enough money to get by.

Then I began walking my process with Desteni and Everything Changed.

I was introduced to a new way of looking at the world and through the years I have continued to expand my understanding of how things work and how to approach this world in a way that is more Practical and Supportive. Not just for me, but for ALL!

And so now instead of rebelling against, ignoring and fighting against the world system, I rather EMBRACE it! Get to know it, understand it, become effective within it and from this vantage point, I can have a VOICE, and I can work to change it. This also becomes more possible when ones life is STABLE and FUNCTIONAL within this world, instead of where one is totally on the fringes struggling for survival in which case it makes it much more difficult to have any kind of voice what so ever.

What I have come to understand through walking the Desteni Process these last 10 years is that This World, THIS SYSTEM, IS ME! Everything that is HERE is LIFE, and so it makes no sense to JUDGE any part of it.  The outer world System is simply a reflection of the inner world system, and so to judge it is to judge a part of myself, and so rather my approach is to embrace it, get to know it, understand it, correct it where it requires correction. Working WITH the System is the Same as working WITH Myself.

I have come to realize that when I face personal challenges in my life, that I make things more difficult when I react, when I fight, when I JUDGE Myself instead of moving into a point of SELF FORGIVENESS and rather than fighting against myself through judging myself, I rather EMBRACE myself, Embrace the parts of myself that are not yet what I would like them to be. Don’t fight with them, Embrace them, practice understanding them in detail so that I can learn how to change. And so the same goes for the world system. Yes it may not be ideal, but if we shun it, and dismiss it, its like we are counting ourselves out of it and so have absolutely no power what so ever.

And so a shift occurred within me and within my life.

I made a decision within myself which was to EMBRACE this world system Completely and Absolutely. Embrace the laws, rules, regulations, codes ect and work WITH them in a way to support me in my life so that I am as a starting point, EMPOWERED within this system of codes and rules.

Embracing the system does not mean accepting it how it is and just ‘making due’ Nope. It means Embracing it so that I can function effectively within it and then from within this starting point work to change it. If I completely disengage, then I have no power to do anything about all the injustices that are cause through it. Not to mention I completely disempower Myself in my practical daily life to live to support myself and those around me which is also necessary and valuable.

For the past 4 years I have been creating a Fine Art Business. I have had to learn how to file and pay all the different levels of taxes. I have a business number. I pay all my bills on time, I am in essence, getting to know and understand this whole process of what it means to integrate into this system as an individual and as a business. It has been quite a process because I never considered this my strong suit and still to this day it is something that I still have to push myself to develop and learn to do.

I just finished filing my taxes recently and learning about a completely new layer of taxes – Sounds exciting doesn’t it! Lol.

To me, learning to EMBRACE the System through the process that I have walked with Desteni has had a massive impact on my life.

It has been a complete shift for me from Fighting This World to Embracing This World and how it is currently functioning and then to become Effective within this.

I am definitely still learning and developing this point for myself but I am on my way. And if I had not been introduced to this way of looking at and living in this world through walking the Desteni Process, who knows where I’d be right now. I was so determined to tell this world to Fuck Off. I was in total conflict with it, Not realizing how it was and is essentially just an extension or externalization of Myself and so really nothing to judge or fight with at all.

This process of realizing that everything that is HERE is ME, including the world system, has also supported me in embracing the differences of others as well which has in turn allowed me to develop relationships in my personal and business life that perhaps would have been very difficult to forge if I was thinking that I didn’t want to work with someone because they had different beliefs as me.

Now I am much more willing to engage with People of ALL different beliefs and simply work to find common ground and support each other from here.

So I am truly grateful for the process I have walked so far with Desteni and I look forward to continuing to walk this process to see what we can create in this world and see what kind of impact all of us walking the desteni process can have on this world to support ourselves and all here to reach our utmost potentials.

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A Story About Resistance (Part 2) – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 670

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I am continuing here with Part 2 of my series on Resistance

 Part 1: A Story About Resistance (Part 1) – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 669

So I am continuing here with my process of writing about resistance and what I have become aware of within myself in relation to and as this point of resistance and how I work with this point currently in my life.

So one area of my life where I am faced with the point of resistance is in my blogging. This is a potentially daily consistent activity, and so this has been a constant point in my life where I must direct myself to not allow resistance to influence me within my application to blogging.

I mean, even as I am sitting here now, there is a resistance experience washing over me. And this experience is merged with the statement “I don’t want to finish my blog”

Its too hard
You already tried writing and it didn’t work
Now its getting late
Its going to take forever
You can do it tomorrow
Its ok if you don’t do it tonight
Your never going to figure out how to get this blog to flow
This is not working

So here is a ‘snap shot’ if you will of what some of the statements that accompany resistance look like. At this stage in my process I have become quite aware of these kinds/types of statements and so have learned to not go into them when they come up. I am not perfect in this application but definitely becoming aware of these points and supporting myself through the years to not just simply accept these statements and follow them but to have developed my directive principle within myself where I simply don’t participate with them has really been beneficial for me in my day to day practical living.

So sometimes it’s a bit uncomfortable and you have to walk yourself through that resistance experience moment by moment. And then sometimes that thick heavy resistance fog clears and things open up and your through and you can flow, or other times it doesn’t clear immediately and you simply walk and walk and remain standing and there is resistance the entire time until the task is done. But – The task is done!

So either way, I realize that the point is to stand as ones Directive principle and do what must be done.

Sometimes my resistance to blogging is like a little ‘urk’ feeling when I think about doing it. Its fast, its like my body tightens and clentches for a moment and I am just like ‘uuuuuuuurrrrgh I don’t want to’. I remember when I was living in SA on the Desteni Farm, one of the points that was always pushed was “Immediate direction” that is like resistances’ worse enemy. I see that one tendency I have is to allow myself to be directed by those quick resistance bursts that come up in those moments where you see or realize something that you should do. Like you throw some trash out and you noticed the garbage is full and requires to be put out. So in that moment you SEE what needs to done, but then up comes that quick burst or resistance – I don’t wanna – and so you look at the garbage, and decided, I will definitely do that later! And then you cram the garbage down to make a little more room. But then its too late, Ok you might have decided to do it later, but from my perspective what I see for myself is to align and structure myself to “immediate direction” Because I see that each little moment like that is a moment to strengthen ones Directive Principle to no more accept and allow resistance to direct and influence your life and ultimately become the hand that is actually creating your life in terms of how it currently exist.

So I have come to see that resistance is everywhere, it wants a say in everything, And what I have found is that within this process of Self Change that sometimes its like you are in a constant state of resistance as you move yourself to no more accept what you have accepted and allowed yourself to be and live as as that limited version of yourself but instead of move and direct yourself to do that which you see, realize, and understand is most supportive and beneficial for you in your life.

I will continue this series in blogs to come.

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Making Myself Visible – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 652

Hiding

I hide from myself primarily through by not working with myself as who I have become in a way where I am actively and effectively getting to really understand who I am and how I am functioning on a deeper level.

I will have many patterns, thoughts, reactions, feelings, emotions, energies, fears, ect come up but I will not work with them effectively. I will rather ‘let them off easy’ meaning I will not in fact take these points that come up within my day and really take them apart, deconstruct them, and apply the necessary Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Statements to assist and support myself to release myself from these particular points so that the next time they come up, I am Stable and Stand and do not go into reactions towards them or become influenced, possessed and directed by them.

So this is one aspect how I see that I have become ‘hiding’ and have been living ‘hiding’
This word ‘Hiding’ came up the other day within some writing that I was doing and initially it was in relation to the word Art. Though, a point I saw here was to actually take this word that came up in relation to this point I was writing about and ‘bring it back to self’ meaning to remove everything but me from the equation and ask myself how it is that I am Living this word on the most basic level of myself.

And so I see that on a Self Level, I see that I still do tend to hide from actually moving myself into a deeper investigation of myself. This relates to the current courses that I am walking with Desteni where my experience in relation to doing these is still more within the realm of obligation instead of really directing myself within really getting to know me, and understanding the multitudes and depths of layers within me.

I can also see that I will repeat patterns allot, but I will not allocate the necessary time to work with these patterns or even take a moment in real time to stop and apply self forgiveness outloud to support myself to stabilize in moments of reaction or energy possession.

Also I can see that I will hide in my work, or in sleep, or in entertainment, instead of ‘getting down to business’ with really taking the time to do practical self investigation or even as mentioned the in-the-moment Self Forgiveness.

So here is a few points in relation to this point of Hiding – Revealing myself to myself so that I can identify how I can correct this relationship I have towards myself and my living, so that I can stop existing as the word Hiding but rather correct myself and start facing myself and start being ‘Visible’ because visible is like the opposite of Hiding. When you are not Hiding you are Here. Out in the open.

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide from myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress myself through by not moving myself to work with the thoughts, emotions, feelings, reactions, energy possessions that come up within me, but instead of moving myself to direct myself as these points and get to understand them so that I can assist and support myself to no more allow them to exist within and as me, I will brush them off, or I will even try and find something to ‘take my mind off them’ or ‘take my mind off things’ and so in this way suppress myself and thus Hide from myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist facing myself, by and through resisting working with the tools I have available to me to assist and support myself to work with myself, forgive myself, and correct myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become the manifestation of Hiding.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to hide from myself as who I am as who I have become as the mind, as a pre-programmed automated robotic being, Hiding from the perspective of not bothering to address this robotic self that I have become but just allowing myself to live out programmed patterns that function automatically because within myself I don’t want to change because its too hard and so
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define hiding from myself as easy and easier, and to define assisting and supporting myself to change as hard and more difficult to do and I forgive myself thus, that I have accepted and allowed myself to live what I perceive and define as the easy road to such an extent that I have become the living manifestation of Hiding instead of the living manifestation of Facing Myself, Being Here, Being Visible.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize, and understand that when I hide myself from me, that I cannot see me and thus I do not KNOW THYSELF because I cannot see me because I am remaining hidden and so I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to make myself Visible through by actively facing myself, working with myself with the tools of writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide myself from that which is actually supportive for me and would benefit me where I see that I will often hide myself out of site from that which is actually related to FACING MYSELF and Facing my Mind and actually Walking my process of Self Change.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize, and understand that if I experience within me a resistance to participating with that which is aligned with Self Support and Self Change, Changing myself into Living my utmost potential, if I experience resistance to this and thinking it is too difficult or hard, that this is indicating that I am in such moments accepting and allowing myself to continue my living existence as hiding.
I See, Realize, and Understand that if I do not want such words as “Hiding” to become embedded in other aspects of my life and living, than I must address this on a foundational level which I see at this moment is the Level of Self and the relationship I have with and as myself on all dimensions of what constitutes this Self.

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I commit myself to assist and support myself to transform the relationship I have established with and as myself from one of “hiding” to one of being Visible, being Here, and Facing Myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist the word Visible, because I can see when I am Visible it is more difficult to Hide, but when I am in Hiding, it is easier to Hide from myself. When I am Visible, it becomes apparent when I am not assisting and supporting myself and when I am not effectively walking my process of Self Change, and so I resist this word Visible as I see this is because Id rather stay out of sight and this way I can indulge in who I have become as the mind instead of Effectively Supporting me to Transform myself into a Self Directive Being, Directing and Living according to what is best for all and what is in fact best for Me.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to see, realize, and understand that Visibility of Self is something I resist as this goes against my pre-programmed nature, that is secretive, and private.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to make myself more visible to myself through by assisting and supporting myself to open up points within and as me through writing, self forgiveness, and self corrective statements instead of brushing opportunities to do this off’as what I was doing within and as my application of Hiding. And so Here I begin with me and I commit myself to assist and support myself to push myself to reveal myself to myself, and to initially begin HERE with this foundational level of myself.

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Following Through With Practical Plans – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 581

I am here in this blog Applying the Self Corrective Statements on the Self Forgiveness that I walked in the following blog – Mental Armageddon – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 572

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist within a point of ‘expecting the worst around every corner’ where I am consistently existing within a state of fear in relation to ‘bad things happening to me’ as the consequence of what I perceive I have done bad in the past.

When and as I see myself going into or am already in an experience of fear and anxiety towards my art piece not working out, or the entire ‘art point’ not working out, I stop and I breathe and in this I assist and support myself to bring myself back to Here in and as Breath. I see, realize and understand that my current experiences, ideas, and perceptions in relation to my artwork not working out or ‘the art point’ in its entirety not working out is not actually related to physical reality in terms of how things actually are in my environment. I see that this fear and anxiety I experience is more related to ideas that I create within my own mind that I have made real and have accepted and allowed to influence me within my current reality day to day application.

I also see that this experience is related to fundamental ideas that I believe about myself and that I believe about reality and how reality works that is again my own ideas about myself and my reality which are predominantly centered around ‘failure’ and ‘things never working out’ that I have accepted as who I am and in this I do not ever consider other ways or means or possibilities in terms of how events could play out, but just have trusted in this ‘failure experience’ when ever it comes up in relation to what I am doing.

Therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to push myself to stick to physical application, meaning where I push myself to walk diligently within the tasks I set out for myself to walk, based on a practical assessment of what I see would in fact support and be required to actually achieve that which I am wanting to and to in this I commit myself to assist and support myself to really stick to the path I lay out for myself and do not allow myself to go into the experience of ‘wanting to give up within the idea that it’s not going to work’ but to rather continue to stick to the physical application and walking of the task at hand even when I am having all sorts of experiences coming up within me that are pushing me to ‘give up’ or deviate from the practical plan I have calculated and set out for myself and so here I commit myself to assist and support myself to develop my ability to actually stick to and walk consistently and diligently the practical plans that I see and lay out for myself because I see how in the past, I will so often give up on these plans or ‘cut them short’ instead of really implementing and walking the practical plans to their fullest utmost potential that I have created for myself to be able to establish Stability within Myself and within my Life within the context of the System.

I commit myself to when and as I am experiences an ‘expecting failure’ fear and anxiety in relation to what I am walking/applying myself within and then just want to give up on what ever it is I am doing, to in such moments push myself to stick to the practical plan I have in place in terms of when I look at my reality and look at what would be the most practical way for me to move forward/apply myself.  I realize that so often I will give into my experience instead of sticking to practical plan in place and bringing it through to its utmost potential and so here I commit myself to assist and support myself to push myself to stick to my practical plan so to bring the plan fully through so that its utmost potential is realized. Something that so often does NOT happen when I accept and allow my experience to influence me within executing and applying what I see would be the most practical and responsible way for me to direct myself within my environment an thus stop sabotaging my reality through by allowing myself to be directed by experiences that is more related to how I have programmed myself to react to events in my life based on the past than being related  to the actual reality that is Here that I am living and walking in in the moment.

DIP Lite – Free Online Course to get you started with learning the Tools of Self Support
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eqafe.com – Invest in a wide range of Interviews and Support yourself to Self Perfection
Equal Life Foundation – Facebook Stream for Unfolding Events and Solutions.
Living Income Guaranteed – An Economic Solution for a Failing Capitalism
Creations Journey To Life 7 Year Process Blogs
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Stopping The Inner Conflict Towards Life – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 576

For the past few days, I have been in the process of looking for a new car to buy. Along with this I also now must get new insurance as well as getting a new licence, and walking these points along with the normal points I usually walk such as working at my job ect.

Today while busy with all this, a point of awareness came up within me of a particular point I have been working with the past week which is that -“Its not necessary for me to make this point more difficult than it actually is”.

This point really opened up when I was listening to an Eqafe interview last week and the being in the interview asked the question – “Do we make reality/living more difficult than it actually is” or something along those lines, where the point that was being brought through is how as we live/walk our lives we are often existing in an ‘internal reality’ of conflict and friction that is not actually necessary, or for that matter, even related to the actual physical reality we are existing in.

When this question was raised I could relate to this and saw within myself how I have carried within me a more ‘pessimistic attitude’ and have often experienced kind of like an inner fighting within myself all the time in relation to my reality. Now this does not mean to simply switch from a ‘pesemistic’ attitude to an ‘optimistic’ one but rather to identify when ones ‘perception’ is not actually what is really here, and to rather focus on what IS actually really here in and as the physical reality and to in a way ‘step out of’ ones inner dramas and turmoils so to assist and support oneself to move more effectively within ones life/reality.

So today as I was walking these various points that I mentioned in the opening paragraph, I was aware of this point that I have been walking this past week and so am busy supporting myself to make sure not to create an alternate mental reality of friction, difficulty, pessimism, stress, ect, and superimpose it onto what is actually here and so rather I have been focusing on walking in breath, and really not “going into my head” about the points that I am waking at the moment, but to simply walk/direct the necessary practical points without making a big deal about within my mind.

So this was cool because I could see this point within me of wanting to become overwhelmed “with all things I must do” and within this, I see that I can actually make the decision to rather not go into that overwhelming experience and inner reality of friction in relation to what I am walking but to rather just remain here and focused on the tasks at hand. And thus not make my reality more difficult than it actually is. So I will continue walking this point in this way and see how it goes.

 

DIP Lite – Free Online Course to get you started with learning the Tools of Self Support
DIP PRO -A Desteni Course for those Ready to Walk the Journey of a Lifetime
desteni.org – Participate in Forums or Search the Vast Desteni Material
eqafe.com – Invest in a wide range of Interviews and Support yourself to Self Perfection
Equal Life Foundation – Facebook Stream for Unfolding Events and Solutions.
Living Income Guaranteed – An Economic Solution for a Failing Capitalism
Creations Journey To Life 7 Year Process Blogs
Heavens Journey To Life 7 Year Process Blogs.

 

 

Shampoo on my Toothbrush? – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 478

Another point that has been happening allot lately is I have been having allot of “Dimensional Shifts” where I will for instance go to put an empty glass in the fridge instead of in the dishwasher, and yesterday I nearly poured shampoo on my toothbrush – I had to laugh about that one though.

This is a point I see as a consequence of the relationship I have developed with my mind, where the mind has become and exist as that mental movie projection running in my head the entire time as I am walking/living throughout my day.

I have noticed this quite a bit recently actually where I suddenly catch myself and realize that I had just wandered off into my mind, into an alternate reality essentially thinking about some memory or playing out some situation in my mind and in this I end up completely removing myself from my actual physical reality because my attention is not here, it is rather ‘there’ in my mind, in an alternate existence, an alternate reality and then its like I am no more paying attention to what I actually doing where this is like becoming “more of a point” where its like I end up really “stepping out of” my physically reality and getting quite engaged and focused on the mental play-out within my mind.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to place my attention fully here within and as this one reality that I am living in so that within this I can Direct myself effectively within this reality developing my ability to be absolutely specific within my daily self movement taking place in every moment, but have instead accepted and allowed myself to drift away into my mind, essentially becoming ignorant of what is actually taking place in the reality that I am standing in to the degree where I will forget what I am doing as I am doing it, and so thus by allowing myself to constantly and continuously be existing within my mind, in thoughts, in play-outs, in fantasies, in projections as the relationship that I have established with my mind, I become ineffective, clumsy and non-directive in my practical reality, and thus my life, this obviously thus having a consequence in terms of how my life actually play-out.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to “fight for my mind” from the perspective of existing within the statement “but I need and require my mind, as thoughts, pictures, fantasies, play-outs,” and that “these are important” instead of assisting and supporting myself to walk in Breath, breath by breath moment by moment, and assisting and supporting myself to Align my Living to be a Physical Living, where my attention and self awareness is HERE as myself as my physical body here in this reality.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to slow myself down within and as myself through using breath as a tool to support me to be here in this physical reality where I challenge myself to really live and walk HERE in this one reality paying attention to the moment I am within and as, and thus assisting and supporting myself to stop “being distracted” by my mind as those, pictures, play-outs, fantasies , which I suddenly “snap out of” realizing that I had been participating within without my even being aware of it.

I commit myself to identify moments where “I want to participate in a thought, play-out, memory, fantasy, and to in such moments, deliberately stop myself and remain here in the moment bringing myself/my attention to myself Here in and as the physical moment, and thus in such moments, push myself to test if “I really need to participate in such memories, thoughts, play-outs, fantasies,” that I seem to think I must participate in and that such things are actually important, and so here I commit myself to observe the affects this has on my life to test to see if participating in such points within the mind is in fact actually required for me to Live/Exist in a Fulfilling and Effective manner. And ultimately here I commit myself to within doing this, assist and support myself to Align Myself to Physical Living, and thus ‘stepping out of’ my pre-accepted, and pre-conditioned relationship that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within towards my mind where its like , my mind is virtually the only thing I am thinking about, participating with the entire time. And so thus change this relationship of “where I exist” from “out of the mind” and Into the physical and thus Bringing Myself HERE.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to when I wake up in the morning to when I wake up to not accept and allow myself to “immediately go into my mind” which is what I normally do as a kind of initial retreat from reality, from actually getting up. I see that there is no actual practical usage of doing this, but I actually do this as a form of retreat and escape from reality and from “having to get up” in the morning and so here I commit myself to assist and support myself to when I open my eyes in the morning to take one breath and immediately direct myself to get up and out of bed, assisting and supporting myself here with Practical Self Movement in alignment with Physical Reality, and thus assisting and supporting myself to change/stop the relationship that I have established to the mind where this had become my primary relationship within my life to the point where my actual physical reality was secondary which I see had an impact and influence eventually on my ability to actually live effectively in this physical reality as I was more and more being consumed by and through and into my mental reality instead of learning how to be effective at Living and Directing Myself Here within a point of effectiveness, stability, clarity,  here in and as this physical reality.

 

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