Opening the Gifts of Everyday Life – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 821


Opening Up A Moment.

What does it mean to open up a moment and get the most out of a moment?

This is the question and process I will be exploring in this blog to assist and support myself to substantiate a recent realization that came through with regards to how I can practice and refine my Living Expression so I can get the most out of myself, my life and what is here.


And this a Key – ‘What is HERE’


I find that I have the tendency to overlook what is right here as my life and to also Judge what is here where I judge my life and how it is, and what I have, my environment, my job, my relationships, my hobbies, my routines, ect. I judge everything seeing and thinking it is just not good enough, that ‘there is nothing there’ that it is boring, that its wrong, or broken, or not enough, and then I go through each day and it becomes a struggle in a way.


When I do this, I start looking ‘out there’ I start looking at and desiring something else, something more, something better.


My question is however…


When I do this, when I judge myself and my life in this way, am I preventing myself from seeing what is really here and so preventing myself from receiving the gifts of everyday normal life.


This has been a shift that I have been practicing of late.


Receiving the Gifts of Everyday Ordinary Life.

Essentially, extracting the fruit of the moment.


Though I have been practicing this process, I’d say at this stage that this entire process or concept is largely a Realization that I have still to actualize and Live and Express for real within my life, though I have began this process and have began settling down more in day to day life.


So lately I have been practicing Focusing on What is HERE in the moment to moment of my life. It makes a lot of sense to do this, and that instead of trying to go out and find a new life or new relationships, to actually FOCUS ON WHAT IS HERE as the Relationships, Points, and Processes that I am already engaged in and look at where I am not getting the most out of the Life that I have already created for myself.


And to dig into the moments more.

I see I can bee more engaged in the relationships that already are here but that I have kind of not tended to or participated in.


That is not to say that I shouldn’t go ahead and open up new relationships or points or processes. Its more a point of embracing what is already here to its Fullest instead of resisting it, judging it, and pushing it away.


So this has to do with realizing the Gifts of Everyday Life, where now I can redirect my focus to HERE and to getting the most out of each moment instead of thinking I need this great grand life or experience to have fulfillment, and to rather Extract from the Ordinary to create the Extraordinary from what is simply here.


For me I have had a tendency to expect the worst and to assume that I am messing everything up and that my life is falling apart because there is something not right or there is something I am doing wrong. So this is another point I see is important for me to adjust within myself and for me to rather Embrace the Successes in my life. This is something else I have been working with. I have been working on Celebrating my life more. And Honoring what I have created as my life at the moment. And practicing letting go of that paranoid anxiety that I sometimes allow to take me over to the point where I end up living in fear that everything is all wrong and will fall apart.


This Is also connected to Slowing Down which is the Words that I am utilizing to support in this process of stepping out of my anxious paranoia that I am somehow fucking everything up, and to rather embrace and acknowledging my Life and what I have created, allowing myself to See the Good also, instead of always just seeing and focusing on the bad.


So moving forward my direction will be to embrace what is here, embrace the moment, embrace the ordinary and to open up the moment, open up the ordinary and see what is here. This way I don’t have to go out and try and find some miraculous moment or over the top experience to experience some sense of fun and fulfillment within myself, but to rather work with what is already here in every moment which is actually quite cool because it takes the pressure off where I can now Look into the Ordinary and uncover the Gifts and Gems of Everyday Life and acknowledge and Explore this Potential that Everyday Life is a Treasure to Behold.


The Seed of Failure – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 332

Here I am going to look at the point of “expecting the worst” as recently a potential opportunity opened up and within this I noticed like this expectation of it “not working out” so here I am doing to open this up a bit more within Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Application.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into the ‘experience’ of expecting things not to work out in relation to an opportunity that has opened up recently or opportunities that open up within my life, where I believe that “nothing good will happen to me in my life”

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear actually having points work out for me in my life, because then I actually have something to lose.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to speak the statement within me “nothing good will happen to me in my life”

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to Doubt that things will actually work in my life, and so when things start to work, I become suspicious and “expect nothing to come of it”

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself insist I will be a failure forever.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that success does not actually exist or at least where this point seems like a rare species in existence where I question its existence altogether.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself fear failing because I believe that I am not able to be part of something that actually works effectively due to me defining me as a failure and developing the belief that everything I touch will fall apart, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to actually Victimize myself within and as this belief, instead of STOPPING my participation in the thoughts, feelings, emotions, memories, ideas, beliefs, and all dimensions of such a point.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my fears of failure to influence me when I start new endeavors.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold a seed of doubt within me within starting new endeavors – A seed holding the belief and fear that I will actually just fail, because I am not capable of success or contributing in a way that produces effective results in this world. And I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feed that seed and allow it grow inside me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that others must give me opportunities because I myself am a failure.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to illuminate myself in a light of inadequacy.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to investigate this ‘seed of failure’ within me so to insure that I no more accept and allow such point to grow within me.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to Walk in Effectiveness and stop returning to my “Failure Character” as the personality that I created and have accepted and allowed myself to participate in as “who I am” as all the various dimensions of this “Failure Character” as the emotions, feelings, reactions, tendencies, patterns, behaviors, memories, colors, experiences, moods, states, projections, fears, words, back-chats, consequences, excuses, and everything that make up this “Failure Character”

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