A New Dimension of SUCCESS – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 818

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I recently started reading a book written about Jack Ma and the creation of Alibaba which is one of the worlds largest online marketplaces. In reading about Jack and his enterprise I came across a couple examples of Ma’s definition of Success that I found to be very grounded, practical, and livable by anyone where he really took that point of success and boiled it down into something tangible, and accessible to everyone.

What I find interesting is that I have been deliberately working with the process of Re-defining and Living Words, and here this man actually did exactly this by coming up with his personal definition of Success that he could live and apply in his world in a way that supported him.

In the book, Ma defined it as follows,

“Success lies not in how much you have accomplished, but in the fact that you have done something, experienced the process, and begun to learn something”

What I like about this definition is it emphasizes not an outcome of good or bad, success or failure, but of THE ACT, the point of taking action and actually doing something – That is the success, the fact that you got off your but and applied yourself.

For me, I have been slowly starting to develop a new body of artwork and so I really relate to this definition of success because for me the most difficult part often is just getting up and DOING SOMETHING, or motivating myself to sit down in front of my canvas and start painting. Where that very action IS the success, not the outcome, but the ACT.

So here I see for myself that to be more successful requires me to take more action. On paper it looks easy, though I do understand that applying and living this definition of success may bring up other dimensions for me to consider and work out.

Okay that’s the point I wanted to Share!

 

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Why do I Hesitate instead of Going For It! – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 754

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What I have noticed about myself is that I have many many ideas in my head of what I would like to do. From a certain perspective these ideas can also be seen as different potentials. Now, I have observed that one word in particular that I have been existing within and Living out when it comes to these potentials is the word ‘Hesitation’

And as a result these different possible potentials in my mind continue to remain in the mind instead of me, moving myself to create these potentials into real physical manifestations through applying myself in real space and time to materialize these potentials and make them real.

Now in terms of these potentials, a lot of them exist in relation to my career as possible ways, methods, avenues, I could develop or expand, though I have held some of these potentials in my head for literally years, and not moved them out of my head and into reality.

Now part of writing out this blog right now is to actually support me within this process of SELF MOVEMENT instead of Hesitation. And to actually dare to try out some of these ideas.

There is that dimension of ‘comfortability’ intertwined into this word hesitation, where I do see that if I were to actually endeavor to try out some of these potentials that have been in my head for so long, or even just come up in a moment which seem like awesome ideas but then I in the moment of moving on them, stop, and pause, and think, mmmmm, naaawwwww, and just brush it aside, I see that the dimension of ‘comfortability’ is about the point of moving out of my comfort zone and trying out something new.

I can also see that in trying something new, I will have to do things I have never done before. I might have to interact with someone I have never done before, I might have to learn a new way or system or structure of doing things, and I see that much of the time, I hesitate at this juncture of being faced with ‘learning something new’ with ‘having to walk and understand a new system’ or path. And so, I never open up any new paths for myself, and I just stick to current MOLD, which is OLD, yet, because I know how to do it, and it has become automated in a way, I know what to expect, I know what rewards will come from it, and its easy.

I see that I hesitate because I resist doing/learning/walking new paths, ways, systems.

I see that I hesitate because its easier to just stick with the current mOLD which is already automated and I know what to expect

I see that I hesitate because of a belief that its not going to work.

Now this last point I haven’t gotten to much into yet. This belief that “its not going to work out” is what I see as how I have programmed myself to think about things, where I have in a way conditioned myself to believe that things aren’t going to work out. Or at least I can tell myself that that is why I am not moving forward when maybe, again, its more about just not wanting to break the mOLD and  move myself in something NEW because to do that, It will require more effort and self direction.

I do see that I will often talk myself out of something before I even start. But again, what is the reason I do this? What is the reason why I have become more willing to talk myself out of something than GOING FOR IT.

I do see a fear of failure there. A fear of rejection. And so I talk myself out of it instead of going for it. Because I fear being rejected for my new idea, or for what I am bringing to the table.

And this relates to the idea of PERMISSION which I actually started to write this blog about but then moved into writing about HESITATION.

So the relationship between the fear of rejection and permission is based on an idea that I need and require others to approve of what I do before I do it. Now what is also interesting here is that I see a dimension of this point of permission is centered around SPECULATION only where I will for instance not act or move on an idea if someone else’s opinion thinks its not a good idea, even if I see it could possibly work, where I would rather trust someone else’s opinion rather than dare to trust myself and go for it.

Okay so this word Permission is an entire topic unto itself so I will pause here. What I normally do with writings like this, is that I will either continue opening them up here in blogs, or I will continue with them in my own personal writings. I opened up a lot of cool dimensions here on this point, though I do see it necessary to walk what I have opened up into a Solution through applying Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Statements so to give myself some Direction in correcting this part of myself so that I no longer exist within this application of allowing myself to hesitate and hold back when it comes to the different potentials I see I could express in my life.

 

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Why Do I Always Wait so Long Before I Take Action – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 599

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I am going to continue here opening up a point I have been exploring this past week and have been looking at in recent blogs.

This ‘Point’ can be seen within the question – “Why do we wait until the last possible minute to do things”

This I see more specifically relates to responsibilities and/or obligations where I have noticed that I will tend to be more likely to postpone such points instead of doing them straight away.

So I am here looking at this point of “Why do I wait until the last possible minute to do things?”

I have noticed that this pattern of ‘waiting till the last possible minute’ has become more of theme in my life in terms of where I am noticing this more, and so here am assisting and supporting myself to give this point Direction so that I can align my Living in a way where I am more ‘pro-active’ in my daily living rather than often waiting for things to get to the stage of where it’s like ‘the last possible moment’ or where ‘it’s almost too late’ or where for instance now because I have waited for so long before directing a particular point that now there is stress within me when I finally ‘decide’ to direct the points because I have placed myself in a position where I have very little margin for error, or not allot of ‘breathing room’ because I waited until the last possible moment to direct the point instead of directing the points when I noticed them coming up in a manner where I give myself ample time to complete/direct the points so I can take my time with it and simply do a thorough effective job.

Within waiting until the last possible moment to direct myself within my responsibilities and obligations I see that I am existing in a point where I am being directed by my reality instead of being Self-Directive.
In essence waiting until the physical conditions of my reality are demanding that I now move myself in a way pushing/forcing or even motivating me into action instead of Me being and becoming this point of Self Movement for myself where I develop the point/pattern of becoming pro-active in directing myself in my responsibilities and obligations which I see is where I develop the ability to actually do things when they come up instead of allowing myself to perpetuate the pattern of going through the progressive stages of procrastination where I will wait, and wait some more, and wait just a little more where I will allow this process of procrastination to become my normal way of directing myself in my reality.

So I must look at why I do this, and thus to re-align myself to move from intention to immediacy – where I stop ‘intending to do something eventually’ and simply ‘immediately direct’ a point when it comes up.

I will continue in my next blog with walking the Self Forgiveness In relation to this point.

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Postponing Direction With Inner Debate – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 512

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Today I was listening to the reptilian series on Eqafe and one of the points that was brought through was the point of “Immediate Direction”.

So I am going to share my understanding in relation to the points that was discussed in the interview.

In the Physical there is immediate direction, there is no delay. My heart does not think about beating, it simply does so. My cells don’t sit around and think about if they are going to do their job. My Physical Body is an organism that is existing within “Immediate Direction” all the time.

Now if I look at myself, I do not do this. I will procrastinate. I will prolong. By going into the mind and “thinking about something” instead of going into immediate self direction.

I realize that “thinking about something” is actually not really “thinking about something” it is actually procrastination.

When I am in my mind, I am not Directing and Expressing myself within and as the physical, I am within my mind in the process of thinking.

When I lived on the desteni farm, I remember watching beings who were really effective at this “Immediate Direction” point, where there was no hesitation, just immediate direction in all contexts no matter what. And while I was on the farm, I actually became much more effective within this point as well, where I would simply move and direct myself allot more effectively because I would not go into the “Inner debate process” where the inner debate process is more just for show, its not actually a real debate, its like Politics, it’s a way to avoid making a decision. Lets not actually make a decision, lets just debate and talk about it.

When I physically move, I am Expressing, when I ‘think about moving’ then I am not moving, I am essentially hesitating, I am suppressing.

So this is a point I must assist and support myself to become. This immediate direction, and to stop prolonging my responsibilities, and postponing facing myself and directing myself and my reality.

And to do this, I can utilize breathing to support myself to Align myself, my attention, my awareness to the Physical and Physical Expression and stop the “inner debate” that I have accepted and allowed to preclude my decision making where I could have simply Directed Myself in a single moment without going into the “inner debate”

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to exist as the inner debate instead of aligning myself to immediate self direction. I realize that “the inner debate” is who I have become as the mind, as consciousness, and is not a point of actual support for life as a physical expression/direction of self within the context of Self Support and Living in the best interest of ALL.

I commit myself to move myself out of the inner debate and into immediate physical self direction so to when and as I am faced with a moment of decision that I no more accept and allow myself to exist within and as the “inner debate” but to rather align myself to Immediate Physical Self Movement.

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Letting Others Make Decisions For Me – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 316

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to give up on my life and not bother to direct it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place myself in a situation where I seem to be more willing to sabotage my life than to support myself to stand up and be effective within it.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to just want to “shut down” and give up on making decisions for myself and directing myself in my reality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for my life where I will actually not really bother directing myself effectively and taking responsibility for ALL points within my life, and then just blame things on others when things “don’t work out” which is what happens when one do not direct points specifically and immediately in ones world. One’s world tend to “not work out” as self is not Practically Directing the points that are required to be directed.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the excuse “I don’t know what to do” as the excuse to why I am not making Decisions in my world that I am seeing I require to make.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to just blame others for why my life is not working out, and in this not actually doing all that I am able to do to assist and support myself to become stable within my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hesitate recently in making decisions within my life to support me, and that I have actually started to avoid making the most obvious decisions about my life that are fundamental and primary.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to actually Make the necessary decisions related to my practical living but that I have just wanted to put off ALL decisions and dealing with my world at all in any way, and so essentially retreated into myself and just left all my decision making up to other people, because then this way I do not have to deal with my reality, nor do I have to face the point of “making the wrong decisions for myself” that I actually fear doing.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear making decisions about my life because I fear making a decision that will cause me discomfort, so I just rather make no decisions about anything to avoid this point all together and thus end up allowing others to make decisions for me who have no idea what is in fact best for me, as I am the one that knows what is best for me as I have the most intimate relationship with me and knowing what points I am walking and what would be best for me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my decision making process to others and in this doing my self quite a disservice as who would know how best to direct me but me, thought yet I allow myself to abdicate this process to others, and just stand back allowing others to make decisions for me even though there is no way at all they would know what is in fact best for me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to submit to my fear of making decisions, and to just put off and put off making any kind of decision for myself about my life as long as possible, to the degree where I then place my decision making process into the hands of others to make decisions for me and then just stand back and watch, and then wonder why my life is not working out? When obviously this is in part to the fact that I am NOT making decisions for myself but have just kind of stood back and abdicated this entire process to others instead of doing this for myself daily and in every moment, precisely and concretely, for myself as myself.

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