A COMPLETE Success – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 700

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Success Expanded.

This is a continuation from my previous blog –  SUCCESS – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 699

So what I am investigating here is how to take the polarity out of the definition of the word success and how to make it something that is supportive for oneself within the living expression of its definition where the design of the definition can support oneself in a way to nurture ones highest potential.

Is my current definition of the word success limiting me or causing problems within my life?

Using comparison to define success may not be necessary because success can be a very personal thing. Success can something unique to the individual.

I can see that part of my definition of success did include being better than others. Being a leader. Being someone who others could aspire to be like which ultimately implied that “I had to be better” and that they had to be less than me.

Self Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to be less than me so that I could be someone they aspire to be like.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define the word ‘success’ within a point of comparison, where I actually required others to be less than me so that I could achieve my definition of success which in part existed as this picture and idea of myself as a leader and someone who is standing above others within a point of superiority where then within this superiority, others would want to be like me because I am so ‘successful’ and have achieved so much.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see, realize, and understand that for me to be successful doesn’t have to depend on others not being success.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have defined success in relation to others where I have always or at least mostly measured my level of success according to how and who and what I am compared to how, who, and what others are.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have adopted societies definition of success which contains comparison as part of its definition and that I have not redesigned my definition and living of success to be that which is supportive for all and best for all and supports myself and life to exist and express to its utmost potential.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to strive after my personal success only and to not consider everyone else around me in my life and consider the side-affect that my actions has on them from the perspective of considering how I am able to also support my entire reality to achieve success instead of only seeing myself and considering myself and not seeing that I am part of a bigger reality and that to support the fulfilment of success within other aspects of my reality other than just my own would be a more complete and substantial living and expression of success.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to focus my day to day activities only on achieving my own personal success, not realizing that to support the success of more than just me is a more substantial success because then suddenly more of the reality that I live in is also benefiting and that in considering others within my expression and application of success is from my perspective a more substantial  achievement and fulfilment than to just only focus on my own personal success without any regard for what happens to others which I see as very limited.

Self Commitments

I commit myself to assist and support myself to consider how success can be expressed within a point of equality where all are successful together, no more accepting and allowing myself to define or see ‘success’ as ‘personal success’ only where I am only focused on me and not considers others in my immediate or greater reality.

I see, realize and understand how I was not actually living or expressing success, because within my ‘achieving success’ I was not considering the side affect this was having on other peoples lives and so considering the whole picture when it came to success. I was also only so much focusing my definition of success on an end goal and not considering the whole process of creating success, and not considering if this process was destructive in ways or abusive, even though there was one point at the end which I defined as success.

I commit myself to considering success as a total expression and a total process and not just something one reaches in a moment where it doesn’t matter what the process of getting there looks like as long as the end result or goal is met and then defining that end point as the success.

I commit myself start integrating and weaving the achievement of success into the entire process there in, where the entire process of creating success is considered in away where it also must embody ‘success’ where success can no more just be an end goal where the process is not as much considered. Also I commit myself to consider ways to align my ‘success goals’ so that more people benefit and also are supported, which ultimately is what I am attempting to achieve for myself within my endeavors for success. I am attempting to achieve support for myself. And so I see here that SUPPORT is a form a success. I also see that empowerment is an equivalent to success where when I am looking at what I define as success, it normally encompasses a point of self empowerment where I am empowered. So this is also a point I can consider as something practical I can consider in terms of looking at how to expand my target when it comes to success where I expand my target from simply being the singular point of myself into the target of empowering as many as possible as a point within my new definition and application of ‘Success’.

When and as I see myself wanting myself to be more than others which I define as a form of success, I stop and I breathe. I see, realize, and understand that this does not in fact create success but it actually creates friction and conflict because now I am pitting myself against others, and wanting others to remain down so that I can fulfil and live out my definition of success. I see, realize, and understand that this accepted and allowed definition of success is flawed and limited and so therefore I commit myself to assist and support myself to when I am looking at how I can live the word success to consider the impact my actions and direction has on others and to within this look at and consider and find ways to not only empower myself but to empower the most people possible where the utmost expression of success is within empowering as many as possible where to just focus on myself is only a very limited version of success, and so I commit myself to assist and support myself to push myself and direct myself into a more complete expression of success through by finding ways to empower and support the achievement of success in as many dimensions possible of my own life as well as others lives equally where I consider the impact of my actions, and application on others and my environment as well and not just myself alone.

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Judging Myself as an Evil Person – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 637

Obeying Your Fears

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate within and as the “I am Evil” Character, as those voices, back-chats, thoughts, projections, fears, emotional experiences, energies  that come up within me in relation to not Standing/Honoring  my self commitments I make to myself of Self Change as Stopping/Changing specific patterns/behaviors/possessions that I have created in and as myself, but where I accept and allow myself to  continue to, or reverting back to participating within and as such patterns/behaviors/possessions when then afterwards this “I am evil” character emerges from within me as that point of me really wanting to go into this point of defining myself as Evil,  for not accepting and allowing myself to Stand/Honor my self commitments and so thus Here within this, Not Living the Point of Self Forgiveness from the perspective seeing, realizing, and understanding that this point of simply defining/blaming myself as Evil as a result of not Standing/Honoring  my personal commitments of Self Change is not in fact a point of practical common sense self observation, insight, or support,  but more a point of accusation, and judgement done within and as a point of energy, attacking, and emotional reaction and so is just adding another layer of ‘reaction’  and so influencing my application within and as this process of Self Change within Stopping/Changing my accepted and allowed participation, in specific behavior, patterns, possessions of Self Interest that I have identified that I require to and thus have endeavored to Change/Stop.

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself to Apply Self Forgiveness here in relation to not Standing Within/Honoring  my personal commitments of Self Change within Stopping/Changing specific patterns/behaviors/possessions within myself and my living, where I didn’t  Stand my Ground within a point of ‘enough is enough’ and actually changing myself; Self Forgiveness Here from the perspective of not accepting and allowing myself to go into Self Judgement within and as this “I am Evil” Character, but to rather instead when and as I see that statement of and as “I am a bad person” or “I am Evil” coming up within me in relation to this point of not standing within my commitments of Self Change, to simply breathe, and Let go of such inner back-chat, and to within this Direct myself to remain here within and as myself So that I can assist and support myself to ultimately Establish an Application within and as myself/my Living that Stand the Test of Time, where I in fact within Living this Application once and for all Change and Transform the points I have committed myself to change, replacing these patterns/behaviors/entity possessions with patterns/behaviors/expressions that are Supportive Expressions and Applications of myself that is Aligned with Me Changing who I am within and without into and as that which is Best for ALL Life. Something that I see I actually inhibit myself from doing within accepting and allowing myself to participate within and as the “I am Evil” Character.

 

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Expanding What I Am Able to Handle – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 472

Tearing the Programming, Pencil Crayon on Paper, 8x10in, 2010I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into the experience of “wanting to get away from it all”.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ‘react’ to my reality by immediately going into the personality which is also an experience of “wanting to get away from it all” where this personality/experience is triggered by certain events that happen within my day and so here, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to when and as I see this experience of “wanting to get away from it all” come up or is triggered within me to instead of just going into it to instead assist and support myself to actually remain here and stable within my reality standing and walking in a self directive manner instead of allowing this “wanting to get away from it all” experience possess me causing me to turn inward within a kind of self isolation where I start to invert myself into myself in a process of shutting down, no more wanting to or having the desire or motivation to move/direct myself but rather just “wanting to get away from it all”

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the experience of “wanting to get away from it all” have directive principle over me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give energetic experiences power, and thus giving them power to influence and overwhelm me.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to direct myself through the tools of writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application into a point of understanding and self awareness of how I have created and create energetic experiences within me and the various relationships existent within me that govern these such experiences where when I do not use these tools to support me to understand and become aware of exactly how these points function, I am essentially accepting and allowing and thus existing within a decision for these such experiences to continue to have power over me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as powerless in relation to experiences that come up inside me, particularly, this experience of “wanting to get away from it all”

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself participate in the acting out of the pattern of “wanting to get away from it all” on a regular basis where this has actually become a coping mechanism pattern that I have accepted and allowed to become a part of my life due to allowing myself to go into this specific personality and experience regularly, acting it out as living the specific behaviors associated with this personality/experience such as isolating myself, wanting to go home, wanting to just watch tv, trying to distract myself on the internet, and in essence where I try and find something, anything, to “take me away from it all” where normally this something/anything is just some trivial distraction point that contribute nothing to my life or to life on earth as a whole, and instead exist rather as Hole, as doing the opposite of contributing to what is here in a creative, substantial way that actually enhance life, which is actually what I want to do, but thus, have accepted and allowed myself to do the opposite of this by existing/participating within the pattern of “wanting to get away from it all”

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be able to handle some situations but others not be able to handle and that instead of taking those such moments of “situations that I am not able to handle” as opportunities to stand and remain Stable, Here and Self Directive so to assist and support myself to be able to stand and face and Direct any and ALL situations that may come up/present themselves in/as Life, no more accepting and allowing myself to place conditions on what I can handle and what I can not, I rather have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as self compromise within my life by placing my own limitations on “what I am able to handle”

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to shrink when I am faced with the contents of my life where the points, responsibilities, pile up and pile up and take over my life where I end up getting to the point of not wanting to face it anymore, and wanting a break, though within this “not wanting to face it and wanting a break” not realize that this is actually a reaction that I am in as a particular behavior pattern that I have allowed to become a part of my living life structure that actually is a pattern of abuse and is not supporting me in establishing an effective living pattern where I am Stable and Directive and actually moving, directing and supporting me in expanding who I am within my life and thus for instance supporting me to take on and direct and stand within various different situations that previously I would have “wanted to get away from”

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a reaction of “wanting to get away from it all” influence me when it comes up within me, even though I see that this particular pattern is actually compromising me, where I see, realize and understand that in such moments it is more supportive to assist and support myself to rather remain Here, and Standing within a point of Self Stability where instead of going into the reaction of “wanting to get away from it all” I rather remain within my standing and application of supporting myself to become as effective as I can in my life, assisting myself to Live to my full potential in every moment, which obviously thus is not taking place when I go into this kind of ‘inverting myself’ in ‘trying or wanting to get away from my life’ thus obviously any point of avoiding my life is not me living to my utmost potential in the moment, and so thus,

I commit myself to assist and support myself to when and as I am facing a point/moment/situation within my life that I go into that reaction of “not wanting to face it” or that “I can’t handle this” to when I am facing such moments, to realize these are opportunities to assist and support myself to expand myself moving myself to support me to be able to handle any and all situations/points within life, with effectiveness, stability, clarity, and precision.

I commit myself to when and as I see this experience/personality of “wanting to get away from it all come up” to in such moments take a deep breath and bring myself back here. I see, realize, and understand that this experience/personality of “wanting to get away from it all” is an accepted and allowed behavior pattern that has become a part of my life and so now thus come up regularly as part of how I have established how I manage, function and essentially in the case of this particular pattern “cope” with my reality. I see that the time I spend in this pattern is not an effective use of my time and I see it is thus a point of Self Compromise. And so I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within this experience/personality/pattern of “wanting to get away from it all” and when I see this experience/personality/pattern being triggered and coming up within me to stop and here take this an opportunity to re-program my Living Pattern as the physical flesh of this reality into one where I am aligning myself to Live to my fullest potential such as moving/directing myself to stand within and face all situations that might come up where I commit myself to move myself in a way where I actually support me to learn how to become Directive in all situations which initially requires a starting point of actually wanting to do this.

and so thus, here to in utilizing breath/breathing as a Physical reference point where I use breath as a ‘marker’ of sorts where the breath becomes the steady and constant in and out as a measure of consistency, and stability to in utilizing breath as this support point, assist and support myself to remain here in my physical reality and to remain Physically Directive in the practical tasks, situations at hand and thus support myself to practice facing and standing within and directing all situations no more accepting and allowing myself to place conditions on what I am able to ‘handle’ and so in this actually move myself to expand who I am within my living ability.

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Remaining Constant in the Ebs and Flows – An Artists Journey to Life: Day 470

 

Today when I went to work, I was informed that one of the employees had made a sale the previous day. I immediately went into a point of comparison and so also thus competition.

When I was informed of this happening, I went into a point of “feeling inadequate” from the perspective of comparing myself to the other person as if they have “something special” that I don’t. I also experienced a negative energy come up within me. It was quite a heavy lethargic experience, like a disappointment within myself and also the point of feeling like a failure.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react in either positive or negative energy in relation to co-workers either making or not making sales.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react today when I was informed that one of my co-workers made a sale where when I herd this I went immediately into comparison, comparing his sales against my sales.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to, when I herd of one of my co-workers making a sale, go into a point of inferiority and inadequacy where I judged myself as being ineffective and ‘not good enough’ instead of realizing that the sale my co-worker did was related to his performance and not a result of me performing badly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear falling out of favor with my boss and within where I work because I fear not making money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to supress myself when I see others around me being successful where here what I notice is that In a way I went into a kind of shrinking within myself in relation to my co-worker when hearing about the sale he had made where this “shrinking within myself” is related to the competition dynamic where here I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to this dynamic and specifically according to the point of winner and loser where the winner gets all the accolades and the loser is not worthy or not as good as the winner and so “as the loser” I went into this kind of “shrinking” and becoming less towards the winner who expands and becomes more.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as ‘better than’ my co-workers when I make sales and they do not where this becomes a point of self definition I utilize to define myself and generate a specific experience I have towards myself to in a way validate me within the context of this world, here not really aligning myself to Living in a way in every breath that stand within and as true integrity, and so instead of actually really directing myself in a way that is really best for all, I will just go ahead and try to superficially validate myself through the design of winning and losing where if I can become the winner than this apparently makes me worthy and valid, even though in the very design of winner and loser that in order for me to win, another has to lose and end up in a position that if I were to end up in would feel and experience myself as unworthy and so am thus supporting the demise of others in my attempt to apparently validate myself which obviously then would not be real validation because how can something that contribute to the demise of others be validated and stand as any point of deriving worth what so ever.

I commit myself to when and as I see myself reacting to my co-workers making sales and having success, where I will experience a negative emotion coming up within me as jealousy and also inadequacy to when I see such a reaction coming up and existing within me to stop and breath and bring myself back here to the moment so to stop my reaction and assist and support myself to remain Stable, and Constant in my Self Directive Principle within my application at work. In bringing myself back here, I commit myself to assist and support myself to remain aligned with my practical goals and my practical plan that I have laid out for myself. I see that it is not supportive to go into comparison towards others and going into positivity or negativity in relation how others or myself are doing but that rather its more effective if I simply do what is within my hands and within my ability to do. And to in this remain Stable in and as my practical physical application instead of going into emotional/feelings experiences towards how others and myself is performing within the context of comparison, And so I commit myself to assist and support myself to when and as I see reactions coming up within me in relation to how my myself or co-workers are performing at work, to stop and breath and in my breath to ground myself here in and as the physical in and as my practical physical waking of the plan that I have assessed for myself would be the best way from me to direct myself in terms of applying myself to the best of my ability and to my highest potential within the context of my job currently. Thus I realize, that regardless of how my co-workers are doing, this does not change the simple principle of applying myself to my fullest capacity and potential. This is not based in comparison at all. It is based on looking at practically what I can do to assist and support myself within all contexts of my job and to thus actually move myself to do this. And so I commit myself to instead of reacting when I see my co-workers having success, to simply remain here within my Stability of continuing to assist and support myself in the most practically effective way possible that I see I am able to and thus there is no reason for me to go into any kind of reaction but simply to walk day by day, breath by breath to the best of my ability within the context of my job. Because that is the one point that is within my 2 hands and thus a point I am completely responsible for. I cannot control what others do and there is no reason to. So rather to simply ensure that I am functioning and applying MYSELF to my optimum potential and ability.

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One Breath, One Step at a Time – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 453

My inner experience is such a mess. I am so irritated – the same shit cycling over and over. Nobody cares about me. But the question is, do I care about myself? How do I care about myself? I just want to sleep because then I don’t have to face this big question mark that has become my life. Life = Li?e.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to cry because  “I don’t know which way to go”.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel so powerless and so hopeless in my life.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize the simplicity in the solution in terms of simply sticking to a day by day application, assisting and supporting myself to stop participating in my mind in every breath where I do this and do my daily writings, sticking to a process of walking baby steps one breath at a time which over time build-up and become a bigger accumulation where I see it is not one big realization that change everything but small incremental steps that do accumulate.

I commit myself to stick to baby steps and stick to breath as I realize that each breath is an opportunity to support myself and to do something supportive.

I commit myself to focus on one moment at a time. Where when I find an experience of anxiety or hopelessness coming up within me I in this moment stop and look within the moment, within that breath, what can I do that will be of assistance and support to myself where this does not have to be a miracle cure but that it simply has to be a point in simplicity that I can do in that moment as a direction point to support myself as I see that it is these moments, these simple points I can support myself within as small steps that eventually produce a more comprehensive solution. And so I commit myself to ‘simple solutions’ that I see I can do in and as each moment as each breath that I am here and to utilize this point of walking breath by breath doing simple acts, simple self supportive points, like directing one thought for instance where I decided in a moment to stop participating in even one thought, to doing writing or even organizing some part/point of my physical reality, where here I don’t have to move mountains to support myself but that I can simply start with taking it one breath at at time and walking simple solutions as step by step as I continue walking each breath in this way, it eventually accumulate.

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Emotional Turmoil Experience – Self Corrections (Part 2) – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 444

This is a continuation of the following blogs

Emotional Turmoil Experience – Self Corrections – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 443
The Fear of Going From Heaven to Hell – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 441

When and as I see myself starting to “think back” within myself about my past jobs and in this start ‘seeing’ myself again doing such a job as a future projection I stop and I take a breath and I bring myself back here. I realize that I have created a negative association within myself towards my past jobs and that I have also created a positive association to doing other types of jobs where the point here is to realize that such positive and negative associations was created within the context of my pre-programming as my preferences, likes, dislikes based on conditioning from my environment. I see that I cannot trust such programming and so in such moments when I see myself starting to think about past jobs and future jobs within the context of positive and negative energy/associations/charges, I stop and I breath and I bring myself back here. I commit myself to assist and support myself to work on practical living in my day to day reality where I place my focus on what is here in my world that I can and am able to practical direct in the most effective way possible essentially here assisting and supporting myself to rather than think and participate in my mind about positive and negative judgements towards work/jobs to instead Direct myself to Live HERE in the Physical in my current reality moment, assessing each moment within the context of being practical and Self Directive from the perspective of utilizing each moment as an opportunity to assist and support myself to  become more practical in my living and assisting and supporting myself to make decisions and live in a way that is best for all.

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Emotional Turmoil Experience – Self Corrections – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 443

The following blog is the Self Corrective Statements on the Self Forgiveness walked in –

The Fear of Going From Heaven to Hell – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 441

 

I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to go into an ‘emotional turmoil experience’ in relation to my job and the possibility of potentially the job not working out where within myself I have defined this as a ‘certainty’.

I commit myself to when and as I see the ‘emotional turmoil experience’ coming up within me to stop and breathe. I realize that to allow this ‘emotional turmoil experience’ in relation to my job, come up within me and eventually start to take over my total experience of me, that to allow this to occur does not support me in finding practical solutions. Going into an ‘emotional turmoil experience’ does not “help me figure things out” or “solve problems” what it rather does is create me into a point of emotional instability where in essence I become completely possessed by this experience where it completely take over. And so therefore,

I commit myself to assist and support myself to when and as I see this ‘emotional turmoil experience’ in relation to my job emerging within me to stop and breath, and to assist and support myself to within breath, stabilize myself here in the moment and not go into that such experience emerging within me. I commit myself to walk the point of ‘my job’ within and as breath instead of within and as ‘emotional turmoil’ and so to in this assist and support myself to stabilize myself within and as walking my job so that I can indeed make effective, clear decisions instead of what I had accepted and allowed to occur which was for me to try and attempt to find practical solutions while being in an “emotional turmoil experience”

I commit myself to within the context of my job, assist and support myself to walk from ’emotional turmoil experience’ to walking here in the physical as breath and in and as stability as I see not need to actually continue to participate with such an emotional turmoil experience as it actually does not support me to “figure things out” or “make things better”

When and as I see myself going into an ‘emotional turmoil experience’ in relation to my job, within the context of potentially ‘it not working out’ and so then having to go back into the system to find another job, I stop and I breathe. I Commit myself to assist and support myself to in relation to the possibility of this happening to simply breathe and be here. Yes, that is a point that might happen however, I realize that I am willing to do what is necessary to support myself within my life and within my process of standing up as life within the principle of what is best for all. I also realize that that the best thing I can do for myself is to focus on what is here at the moment and apply myself within what is here in the most effective way possible and so again here I commit myself to stop worrying about what might happen in the future as I see that what ever happens nothing changes in terms of me assisting and supporting myself in my process. I also realize that the reason I fear losing my job is due to how I have, not only, defined my job within a ‘positive energy’ but also how I have defined what will happen if this job does not work out where in a way I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that “things will get worse”  so this is me here fearing about “things getting worse” where I have thus placed an expectations that “this is the best I can be” or “this job is the best I can get” and so, I commit myself to stop participating within my mind towards “what will happen to me if this job does not work” where within myself I have created this entire picture of me “doing some horrible job” or “taking steps backwards” and so here I commit myself to rather realize that “if this job does not work out” that this does not mean “I must take steps backwards, but I am able to simply assist and support myself to find another job. Not only this but I am currently able to assist and support myself to direct myself day by day in a way where I am essentially developing my Self Effectiveness in my Daily Living Application so that here I am Taking my Life into my own hands so to speak and not just “taking the cards that would be dealt to me” which is the implied point in the point of “fearing what will happen to me” if I lose my job, and so here I commit myself to rather than “wait to see what happens” to take steps now to assist and support myself to Develop Self Stability and Self Directiveness in my current world so that if something where to come up where I had to change jobs, I will have the Stability to do this effectively and make the most out it, a Stability that I see I am able to work with HERE in my current moment to moment living breath by breath as I assist and support myself to become the Directive Principle of My Life though assisting and supporting myself to walk my process of stepping “out of my mind” which is the process that I am currently walking as aligning myself with and as Practical Physical Living here in Breath, directing myself within the context of what is best for all, and so thus in this stopping the mind as the moving picture in/as my mind and all the other various dimensions of the mind that I have given my directive principle to and to in walking out of the mind and stepping into the physical I am here assisting and supporting myself to become effective and self directed in my Living where I am able to direct myself within a point of Stability and Common Sense Practical Living.

I realize that I had accepted and allowed myself to try and escape from the “greater reality” where essentially I cocooned myself into my current job and tried to get away from or escape from ‘my past life’ so to speak, however this ‘reality’ is still here in terms of the actual truth of how this reality function. I am not saying that it is necessary for me to now go and do such jobs, however I must be Stable within myself if such a point were to occur where at the moment I see that I am still accepting and allowing a “fear of this kind of work” to drive me within my life and so thus have accepted myself to be directed by fear.

I also realize that there is still so many jobs in this world like the ones that I worked in the past that I am now experiencing a fear to go back to, and in fact, most of the jobs in the world are not ‘desirable jobs’ which is the nature of the system that we have accepted and allowed to flow from who we are as humanity as our creation.

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