Why Does My Life Seem So Much Better in My Head – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 336

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become pre-occupied by future points in where I will become uncomfortable within myself because I am thinking about a future point and something that might or may happen in the future where its like “I am already there” and in this my actually HERE where I am in each moment in space and time becomes marginalized because its like I have stopped moving myself HERE but have in a way started to drift in my reality in each moment instead of utilizing those moments effectively to support me in the best way possible.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘imagine’ myself in the future in a situation where the opportunity that has recently come up in my world is being given to someone else where in this “imagination play-out” in my mind, I experience in relation to this a sense of disappointment and negativity.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have created an imaginary projection about what might happen in the future, and actually start reacting to, where I have accepted and allowed myself to do this, as a way to try and KNOW WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN, when the fact is I cannot know until the point is here and I am walking it.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be overridden with a point of excitement within myself towards a future point.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to within my mind in my imagination dimension create imaginary play-outs and scenarios in relation to a future point that I am anticipating within my life where in this ‘imaginary play-outs’ I have in a way created the ‘perfect world’ that I believe to be real and within this create excitement within myself that becomes overwhelming due to trusting the “imaginary play-out” that i have constructed within my mind that I have trusted to be ‘real’ instead of sticking with what is HERE in and as my Practical Physical Reality, and simply walking within and as what is REAL, and HERE.

I forgive myself that I did not accept and allow myself to realize how much I was believing in my “mind generated experience/reality” where this was like causing rifts in my daily living due to accepting and allowing myself to become overwhelmed by ‘excitement’ I generated within my myself, within my mind towards a future point where I have give so much attention and focus to thinking about and imagining about this future play-out instead of Living HERE in and as Breath.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have given more Value to an “imaginary projection” I created within me in relation to a future point that is coming up, than to my Actual Practical Physical Reality that I am living in daily in every moment, where my HERE Reality became in a way ‘Secondary’ instead of Remaining my optimum focus at all times where I am HERE assisting and supporting myself in my self Direction in way that is Supportive and Practical

I commit myself to assist and support myself to remain HERE in my Practical Physical Reality, even though it may seem like there is things “more exciting” coming up, as I see that HERE is where my ACTUAL Reality is and that if this does not always have precedent then I must re-assess where I have placed my value and attention, as I see that HERE is where I am, and my Human Physical Body is and is where I am making Decisions that determine the direction of my life in every moment. And so,

When and as I see myself going into my mind and thinking about the opportunity that is coming up within my life, where I go into this in my imagination reality and am thinking about all the possible play-outs both negative and positive, and in this creating and generating emotional/feeling reactions and experiences in my HERE Reality, I stop and I breathe. I see, realize, and understand that my focus and attention should be HERE in and as BREATH, in and as the MOMENT that I actually exist within, so that I can be certain that I am Directing Myself effectively within my full attention and in this making the best/most effective decisions for myself possible, instead of being pre-occupied with an “imaginary reality that i construct in my mind that represent a point in the future” where I am in a way, attempting to ‘know my future before it is actually here’. And so I commit myself to assist and support myself to question why and how it is that I have given more value to an imaginary reality within my mind that represent a future point that is not yet here, than to my HERE reality, and to question why is my HERE Reality not the most important Reality where I exist. And in this I commit myself to assist and support myself to Exist HERE, in and as the moment where I am actually standing and make my decisions and movements that has an actual affect on my Life/Living.

 

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