Here I am continuing with looking at the various dimensions of the point/character of “I need to be alone” where I will go into my room where this becomes a point of actually hiding from my reality and my responsibilities.
In this blog I am continuing with the Self Forgiveness and Self Corrections on the Imagination Dimension.
looking at all the things I can do when I finally get to my room. Like watching a movie or going on the internet or writing on my computer. Basically seeing the things I could do to relax, even sleeping.
Sometimes I just think about how nice it would be to just be able to get home and just go to sleep where I would not have to face or think about anything and I could just close my eyes and really just “let go” as that it the ultimate point of letting go of my responsibilities and obligations is just sleeping and not having to think about anything.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sit in my room and think about my life in my imagination, thinking about how hopeless it all seem, and thus within this just want to stay in my room and never come out. Wishing my world would just sort itself out.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play-out the different Responsibilities that I have in my life like for instance my Job, playing these out in my imagination and in doing this create resistance inside me and then just want to stay in my room and not go out and face these Responsibilities that I have accepted and allowed myself to sit in my room and creating various energetic experiences around through thinking about them within my imagination.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create resistance inside myself towards the “outside world” through by thinking and participating within my imagination where as a result I more and more pull myself back and want to extract myself from reality then having to face and deal with these experiences that I am actually generating through and within playing out various different scenarios in my imagination and so I end up just wanting to stay in my room.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sit in my room and think about the points in my imagination that I should in fact be out and practically directing in real physical time.
I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop accepting and allowing myself to using my room as an escape room to escape from my reality, and to assist and support myself to get myself out of my room and actually participating within my practical physical reality, something that I actually have accepted and allowed myself to define useless to do, and that “it is a waste of time” and that “I can be more productive in my room”
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that “there is nothing” in my reality and world anyways that is worth going out of my room to direct, and so just stay in my room.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see everything that I think about doing in my practical reality as useless, pointless and a waste of time, and so just stay in my room where “I can be safe”
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