This is a continuation of the following blogs
Fake Commitments – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 232
Statements as “Escape Routes” to Avoid Change – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 231
CONvincing Myself “I can’t do this” – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 230
“When Can I Just Relax” – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 228
When and as I see myself speaking the statement “I can’t do this” inside myself I stop and I breathe. I realize that this statement is NOT innocent, and I see that I have accepted and allowed myself to treat this statement as if it is innocent where I have accepted and allowed myself to speak this statement inside myself as a directive statement of me, not realizing that I am in fact limiting myself through speaking such a statement within myself. Therefore, I commit myself to assist and support myself to be aware of when I am speaking such a statement within myself, as I see that till now, I have not bothered to really “take a stand” within myself with regards to actually stopping my participation in such a statement but have just “not really cared” and in this have limited myself and essentially build a pattern of living that is not supportive or expansive but more aligned with self limitation that I have accepted as who I am and how I will live the rest of my life.
When and as I see myself speaking the statement “I can’t do this” as a way to give myself a “back-door” that I can “escape” out of instead of following through with a commitment that I have made to myself I stop and I breathe. I realize that throughout my life that I have limited and compromised myself by giving up on myself that I see is related to this back-chat statement of and as “I can’t do this” which is designed in a way to move me into the application of “giving up” instead of following through, and so I commit myself to remind myself who I have become in my life in relation to the point of accepting and allowing myself to give up on myself when walking commitments instead of following through, and to within re-minding myself of the Life that I have created for myself to Align myself to “Following Through” as a point of importance within my expression that I practice and align daily.
When and as I see myself walking a point or preparing to walk a point and I am holding onto or including into the process of walking the point or preparing to walk the point, that I am including into this process as a part of myself that I still Hold/accept and allow within me, the statement of “I can’t do this” as a statement that I will “fall-back” on when I no more want to walk my commitment that I have set out to walk, I stop and I breathe. I realize that this statement is a statement I use as an “escape route” and thus a “back-door” to not actually really ever consider an Absoluteness and Permanency within the commitments I make, and also I realize that it is a point of self-sabotage, like a “just in case” its gets to tough, I can “make a run for it” and so within this never really see things through to the end no matter what. I see how in my life I have not really ever considered “Absoluteness” within the decisions I made for myself and that I have within this compromised myself within my life, particularly where I would “give up” on a point that is in fact quite “important” in my life due to having practiced “giving up” in “smaller” seemingly “unimportant” areas of my life, but that overall, when I am taking on a point, that initially I do not take into consideration the Practicality of in fact Following Through to the end. So I commit myself to assist and support myself within my life to start Living the application of Absoluteness within my commitments, and to set even short-term tasks/projects/points to walk with definite starting and end points in place so that I can practice “following through” with my commitments I make to myself instead of giving up so easily.
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