Today I am continuing with the “backchat dimension” of my victimization personality. Today I am looking at the backchat statement – “These responsibilities are taking time away from what is really important” as well as “its not fair”
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate myself through the back-chat statement “these responsibilities are taking time away from what is really important” where I will accept and allow this back-chat within me when I am resisting a certain point / not wanting to do a particular task where within myself I will manipulate myself through back-chat to attempt to get myself out of that which I am doing by speaking the statement “these responsibilities are taking time away from what is really important” instead of moving/walking within self silence doing what must be done.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to “play favourites” where I will prefer to do some things and not others instead of moving myself within a point of equality within each point that I walk.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel trapped in having to do certain tasks that I feel are taking away from that which I would rather be doing, not taking into consideration that I have prioritized myself and my life based on self interest and so thus that which I have defined as “important and not important” must be re-aligned as it is not standing one and equal to what is best for all.
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see/realize/understand that I within my life have developed the pattern of avoiding responsibility where I would manipulate myself through this back-chat statement that “these responsibilities are taking time away from what is really important” where I would use such a statement to create an experience inside myself in relation to what I was doing as a way to manipulate myself and my reality so that I could just do what I want and not have to do that which I don’t want to.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Victimize myself within and as the statement “these responsibilities are taking away from what is really important” where I would really go into such a back-chat point and even expanding on it where I would speak within me “Its Not Fair” that I have to do such things. Within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to victimize myself within doing certain tasks/responsibilities, where I would speak certain back-chat inside me towards certain points such as “these responsibilities are taking away from what is really important” or “its not fair” where in this I would actually be fuelling my Victimization Character within me becoming and thus becoming possessed by my experience instead of remaining stable within that which I was doing and assisting and supporting myself to not going into emotional experiences / personality possession but assisting and supporting myself to remain stable within my walking/directing of a certain point so that I am more effectively able to see and walk the task/point I am walking in a practical way where I direct me through the task instead of accepting and allowing my inner back-chat and experience to run rampant within me as I am walking the particular point and task.
I will continue with Self Forgiveness and Self Corrections in my next blog
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