The Decision – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 172

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to postpone Living “What is Best For ALL” and instead Live Self Interest, where within this The path I walked as my daily life was a path of self interest and not a path of what is best for all.

I see that I have not made a dedicated decision to Live what is best for all and to thus actually Live this Decision Daily which would be able to be measured in and as my living actions daily.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold myself back “just a little longer” from actually making the dedicated decision to live what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not want to give up my life of self interest for a life of what is best for all, because this means then that the “way I live” would change, and be different and I want/wanted to hold onto the patterns that I was living that in essence added up to a life of self interest.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to take a good look inside myself and in this make a Clear Dedicated Decision of what I am going to live as who I am going to be, and thus make that decision to Live What is Best for ALL and do it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put off making the decision to live what is best for all.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that to Commit myself to Life does not require some “external point” but all it requires is me making a decision to do this and in this giving up Self Interest and my Life of Self Interest and Aligning myself to Living What is Best for ALL with the resources that I have and thus Simply Doing/Walking/Living It.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to Live the motivation that is required to Live what is best for all. Motivation that come with the Dedicated Decision to Live what is best for ALL.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate myself with “Self Doubt” where I starting thinking/worrying about “what if I can’t do it” and “what if I go back to my self interested ways”

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to allocate my time accordingly in relation to actually preparing /developing myself to Live what is Best For ALL.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to make Living What is Best For ALL a SERIOUS and REAL Consideration/Decision I make and actually LIVE As.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to move/direct myself according to what is best for all where I put my time to good use and am utilizing my time here to Prepare/Direct myself in relation to What is Best For ALL.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be afraid of what I believe will be “Hard Work” in Living What is Best For ALL in and as Absolute Dedication, and so postpone and hold back actually LIVING A LIFE THAT IS BEST FOR ALL. Because I fear giving up my easy life for a life Where I Dedicate Myself Daily to What is Best For ALL.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that all it requires of me to do is Live Each Moment as what is best for ALL, it is not that I do not understand what to do, it is that I am reluctant to do so and thus postponing actually doing this because I see that it will take Daily Dedicated Effort and Preparation on my part where I am working with myself Daily in an Effective Manner to Prepare/Develop myself within the Context of What is Best for ALL.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to make the decision within myself as WHO I AM to Live What is Best for ALL as a FINAL Decision as WHO I AM within this LIFE to Support the Bringing Forth of What is Best For ALL.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as Beneath that which is required to Live/Stand as what is best for all.

I forgive myself for not Deciding who I am /want to be and Aligning my Daily Living according to produce the result of that which I Decide to be to Support What is Best For ALL. But instead accepted and allowed Self Interest as the Lack of A Dedicated Decision to LIVE what is Best For ALL, to remain who I am as who I have always been and lived as.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to shape, mould, form, create myself according to that which is best for all so that I am able to SUPPORT/ Facilitate this Process to the Utmost.

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that I do not actually know what my skills are because I have never in fact Willed myself within the context of what is best for all which imply utilizing my current skill set to its utmost potential and thus within this actually seeing what I am capable of and within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate myself through by defining me as limited or not good or skilled enough, without in fact moving myself to in fact apply myself within my utmost potential, thus never actually utilizing effectively Me and the Skills that I do have.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see/realize/understand that Skill is a secondary point where initially one must first make a decision to Apply Oneself and accordingly the skills develop as an outflow of ones decision to apply oneself. Thus The Principle of “Where there is a WILL there is WAY.

Self Corrections to Follow.

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