Waiting For A Sign : An Artists Journey To Life: Day 366

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my mind to stimulate me and in this move me through by in a way compelling me to do something and I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to move myself based on principles that honor life such as the principle of what is best for all where in directing myself in principles that honor life, I simply assess my reality within the practical considerations of the principles and thus move and direct myself in a way that honor life and is best for life, and that would have the result of producing a life that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I Have accepted and allowed myself to use ‘low energy’ as an excuse for not directing myself, here claiming that ‘I am not used to this, and it will take me a while to get used to moving myself without energy’ but I see here that this is a common excuse and is not valid but existing as an excuse for me to justify not moving myself, instead of breathing and willing myself to move myself practically in such instances, where doing this would be how I would become effective at learning how to direct myself effectively and not being dependent or reliant on energy to compel me in this direction or that.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to require a ‘picture’ pop up in my mind that then trigger a chain reaction of energies, emotions, feelings, memories, thoughts which eventually lead to behavior or movement of me in my reality instead of ME moving ME, not waiting for or dependent on a picture to stimulate a chain reaction like a system turning inside me to get me to move/direct myself/respond.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wait for pictures to ‘move me’ because this I know is ‘safe’ from the perspective that when I move according to a picture that comes up within my mind, I know that this is then ‘good for the mind’ and thus will feed my addiction I have to my mind, to energy, to simply existing in my mind instead of me Taking Responsibility for myself and my reality where I look at what is required to be done, based on Living the Principles that Honor Life and thus Directing myself according to this as SELF WILLED Movement as the Direction of me to deliberately move and LIVE in a way that Support Life and have a result that is best for all life and in this way manifest myself as Life in fact, not simply continuing my existence as a Vampire Drinking the Energy of the Mind, never questioning this addiction, or where this energy comes from, or the nature of doing this and the affects this has on LIFE and also who I have become within doing this as my current accepted and allowed version of me that is not Living Principles within and without, through and through that would have the consequence of creating a LIFE that is so much more than what we as humanity have accepted as our current version of life widespread with poverty, abuse, wars, animal and earth abuse, Greed, economic slavery, LIES, and ultimately the opposite of Living, as EVIL.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to Give Myself Direction when ‘there is nothing to do’ instead of waiting and wanting a picture to come up within my mind to ‘trigger’ some kind of movement within me so that I then move myself according to the picture, and so here, I commit myself to when I am faced with those moments where there is kind of like a blank or a nothingness in terms of ‘nothing really here to do” To in such moments Direct myself according to Principles that is best for all where I LOOK FOR MYSELF how I can in these such moments Direct myself in a way that would actually be beneficial to myself and beneficial to life and thus Direct/Move myself to do this.

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I commit myself to assist and support myself to stop basing my decisions for Self Movement on ENERGY, as Preference, where in for instance I do see a point that requires Direction but that I don’t do it because there is no “Energetic Reward” Just the Reward of actually becoming more effective within myself and within my life, and so thus I commit myself to realize that NO ENERGY will come of it or will come up to compel me to move/direct me within tasks/points that is in fact best for all and so here in seeing this, I commit myself to assist and support myself to MOVE AND DIRECT myself, not waiting for, or being dependent on Energy to move or compel me, because to wait for energy is implying that my principles I am living by are not in fact best for all, as the principle within which the mind move and thus compel me with energy is not what is best for all, but only my own Self Interest, and shit, its NOT even that, it’s the Self Interest as Me as the MIND. Because if was Living Real SELF INTEREST I would in fact do what is best for me which to align myself to the mind is not best for me as I become ineffective in my LIFE and Living and Self and actually Diminish.

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I Wouldn’t Have Thought It Possible – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 365

So today is my 365^th day writing my Journey To Life blog. “An Artists Journey To Life” It seems like just yesterday when I made the commitment to walk the journey to life in committing myself to blog everyday for 7 years. I remember in the beginning I had different experiences coming up within me in relation to this commitment. But I just stuck to my commitment to blog everyday. Occasionally I would miss a day but I found as I continued to walk this point it in a way became easier to do a blog every day. Seeing other people who had also committed to walking the journey life blogs walking with absolute consistency supported me to realize that “if they can do it, I can do it” and so I simply did it. Finding that I was able to post everyday.

I have never taken on anything like this before. The point of blogging everyday requires me to arrange my life so that I have the time to write a blog each night, which is when I normally write my blog, and then to post it. Lol– for a period of about 2 month, I had no internet and so I would write my blog each night and then every couple days go to the local coffee shop and post them. So simply found a way to stick to my point of writing for myself each night. Taking a moment, to go over my day and write about myself, to investigate myself, to assist and support myself in my process of getting to know myself.

I see that I am really just getting started in getting to know myself and I am grateful that I have walked this process. I mean, even after 365 days of writing everyday I can see how much of a mess I am, or am still in, and so for anyone considering walking such a point, I recommend not putting if off because man we require some serious sorting out and it is a long road ahead.

I must here recognize the Group Effort as well, as having a group to walk with has supported me immensely in staying the course.

All in All, even though it is a pretty cool point to have reached, there is really no fireworks to report on this day 365.

I will say that this Journey has DEFIED who I thought I was. So in this way I have broken with a point of programming that I would not have if not for this Process I have committed myself to walk and thus this Journey to Life Blog as well. I would have never fathomed me doing such a thing. I would not have conceived it. Let alone believed myself capable of doing it after I had conceived it. But here I am having done something that is so unlike me, that is so ‘not me’ as who I had believed and defined myself to be. I have really proven to myself that I am capable of being ‘more’ than I have allowed myself to think I am. So that is pretty cool.

Ok enjoy.

Stepping Back, Getting Perspective – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 364

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to experience anger within me towards the point that I am not able to do that which I have trained for in my life which is Art, though within this not realize that this entire world system is in no way sustaining individuals on a level of basic human rights and that the only reason this thought/point can exist within me of ‘being angry that I am not able to do that which I have trained for in my life which is Art, was because I was born in a privileged part of the world system where the option, even thought slim, to make a living as an Artist even exist, and within this I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to in a way delude myself to the actual state of the world, the actual state of the system where for instance millions to not even have food to eat or sufficient housing, or are had not even had the opportunity to be ‘trained’ in something at all but are just left a subject of their environment where their best option might be for instance working in a sweat shop, or prostitution, or working one of the other countless jobs out there where there is absolutely no HUMAN RUGHTS in place to support these such human beings, working in conditions of absolute abuse that I myself would not want to work, but that someone I forget about this in my world, in my life as I am ‘tuned to a different channel’ and thus my brainwashing is confirmed as I get brainwashed by starting only at my own immediate reality/environment where I am not at all times ensuring that I am taking into consideration the greater picture and THE ACTUAL STATE of this world. And so here I commit myself to assist and support myself to ‘step back’ so to speak, and ‘step out of my brainwashing’ and my tunnel vision and realize that just because I turn off the news does not mean the atrocities that I hear going on in this world are not there any more, they are still here and are going on in this very moment where millions are forced to endure living conditions that are much worse than mine and really they have no choice in the matter as they are simply slaves to the system just as we all are, and thus I commit myself to assist and support myself to walk in Self Awareness in every moment of BREATH, the Awareness of ALL THAT IS HERE, so that my DECISIONS I make are made within the context of ALL and what is best for ALL, and that also so I stop deluding myself into thinking that the REAL reality is the small bubble of a reality that is right in front of my face where I become memorized by the pretty pictures and so here I commit myself to assist and support myself to walk here in breath within the Awareness of The entire picture of what is actually existing on earth right now to thus I commit myself to assist and support myself to ALIGNING myself to this FULL PICTURE REALITY so that my DECISIONS and ACTIONS are actually of some value and are PRACTICAL, and thus to no more get caught up in trivial ideas and concerns and desires that is based on only considering a tiny self interested fraction of the world into consideration where its like ‘as long as my world works then things are ok’ instead of my Living Expression being that based on the Starting point of sorting this world out for all which common sensically is best for me as it is best for all and I am included in that ALL.

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Taken Over By A Sudden Surge of Nervousnessness – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 363

I have a meeting later on today and I see that I have been experiencing anxiety and nervousness and also excitement in relation to this meeting. Throughout the day when noticing this experience(s) come up in relation to the meeting, I have directed myself to not participate and instead bring myself HERE and focus on my breathing and my current moment reality. Though as the meeting has drew closer my experience has intensified so I am going to here investigate the contents of this experience.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be directed and influenced by ‘excitement’ where I experience this ‘excitement’ as a high intensity frequency within myself that vibrates really quickly, almost like somebody tickling me from the inside out. Where is like there is a part of me that wants to give into this experience and just allow it to overtake me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate with nervousness, where I am nervous about the meeting I have, not really sure how it will go and so in a way have allowed fear to exist within me in relation to ‘whats going to happen’ and so in allowing this, this fear kind of come up as a form of nervousness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry about my meeting later one where in Id accept and allow this worry to actually inhibit my expression HERE in the moment, where I actually become wrought with this worry, with this excitement, with this nervousness and with this total experience as all the various parts of it that exist, in relation to my meeting later on today, where in this have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by an ‘energetic experience’ which is showing me th degree with which I have indeed abdicated my Self Responsibility, and My Self Direction to an emotional experience as is seen within the degree which this experience has actually ‘possessed’ me from the perspective of creating a discomfort within myself HERE in the moment, to a degree where my physical self direction is influenced as I have in moments had to actually stop what I was doing, or would ‘not feel like doing anything’ due to this experience inside me building up like how the pressure and steam and molton lava build up inside a volcano slowly but surely to eventually break through and start spilling out over the top.

When and as I see myself ‘going into’ and ‘participating’ within this ‘experience’ within myself in relation to the meeting I have today, I stop and I breathe. I realize that this is actually a cool reminder and indicator of the way and degree I have separated myself from and as my directive principle and abdicated this to ENERGY. Thus, I commit myself to assist and support myself to use this ‘point’ as an opportunity for me to realize the importance of assisting and supporting myself to DAILY  Align who I am to and as the physical as breath and stop accepting and allowing myself to participate within ‘energies’ inside of me and thinking, ‘its harmless’ or ‘its ok because its just a little’ as this particular scenario is showing me that ‘its not ok’ from the perspective that I have not been effectively stabilizing myself in and as the physical so that when moments come up like this where there is a more ‘intense’ emotional experience emerging within me, that I am pretty much ‘defenceless’ so to speak, but that if I were to have actually been more consistent and deliberate in stopping even the more ‘smaller’ energetic experiences that I noticed coming up within me, that this would have provided me with a bit of ‘groundwork’ so to speak as a foundation to assist and support myself to effectively STAND and remain STABLE when the more intense emotional/feeling  experiences/suppressions suddenly come up/start to emerge.

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Comparison and Competition in ART – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 362

In my last few blogs I have been exploring ‘the state of ART’ and in this looking at our current accepted and allowed definition and expression of ART in this world and investigating what points within our current ‘version’ of art requires a Re-Alignment so that ART become an Expression that Support Life within the context of equality and oneness and what is best for all.

So today I was at my Job and the Job actually entails doing art. I noticed a few different points coming up inside me in relation to the art/my approach to it,  that definitely only contribute to the abuses prevalent within our current expression/definition of Art. In my last few blogs I had also touched upon the point of ‘Self’ from the perspective of how in our Correction and Purification of our current accepted and allowed definition of ART that we within this Correct and Purify ourselves and essentially it is Ourselves in our own Living Expression that is the source of any dysfunction that exist in this world and so in this case the dysfunctions proliferating within our current expression of ART.

So here I am going to explore some of the relationships as acceptances and allowances that I see within me that I am still LIVING in relation to my expression of art that I realize are not in fact based within Principles aligned with manifesting what is best for all.

 

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to when and as I approach doing art, particularly when and as I approached doing my art piece today, to accept and allow the point of COMPARISON to come up within me as part of my expression of ART, as part of the ingredients that I accept and allow within me to inform what make up my definition and expression of art.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed Comparison to be part of my starting point in doing art, where then it becomes my purpose in art to ‘do better than others’ or ‘be the best’ instead of doing art for myself in a way that is Supportive within the context of what is best for all, like for instance using my application of art as a tool to investigate and learn about myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to ‘want to have the best piece’ and to have accepted and allowed this ‘want’ to become a dominant influence in my expression of myself within doing art where its like this point will keep coming up within me as I am working where I will think about how the other guys are doing and then compare what I am doing to them, where this actually become a constant distraction from me just being HERE in and as Breath expressing myself unconditionally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to DESIRE to do a really go art piece where this DESIRE is formed in comparison to other artists and all the art that I have seen in my life-time, in various contexts where my application and expression of doing art has been in a way contaminated by this point of Comparison, and the belief that I formed that the purpose of ART is to ‘be better than everybody else’ where this has thus become my ‘approach’ to doing art.

I commit myself to assist and support myself to remove Comparison out of/from my starting point/approach/expression of ART, and to within this assist and support myself to explore ways to express me in ART without going into comparison of what I am doing to others, where I in this start to compete and want to do something better than what they are doing. And so also, I commit myself to assist and support myself to continue working with this point so that I ensure that there exist no more relationships within my approach to doing art that is abusive in nature and thus would produce abusive results

When and as I see myself directing myself in my art  in relation to a thought of comparison where I see that the purpose of my direction is abusive and evil in nature such as to simply WIN, to simply be better or be more than others/my peers, I STOP and I breathe. I realize that my Direction in such an instance is being fueled by comparison and essentially greed and self interest and I am here to assist and support myself to Stop such behaviors and applications in my expression of art, and thus to instead align my expression of ART to be Self Supportive and Supportive to Others and LIFE in a way that actually nurture and contribute in ways that is BEST FOR ALL, and so thus, I in that moment STOP and do not accept and allow myself to direct/move myself in relation to comparison, and so thus I in this such moment, Change my starting point and ask myself the question “Is my Direction within what I am doing here best for all?” and “If it is not – Is the direction then Valid?” and “How can I thus change my Direction here so that I am in fact moving myself within Art as an Expression of me where I am really just investigating and exploring and enjoying me without the need to compete or win. And so here I commit myself to investigate and explore how I can Return Art to Innocence in a way and discover how to in fact express myself in ART ways that no more is founded on Self Interest and Inequality. But rather, Self Support, Self Enjoyment, Equality, playfulness, and other points that can be LIVED and EXIST within the context of producing what is best for all and contributing to ourselves as life/human beings to live to our utmost potential.

 

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The Secret to Unlocking your Creative Potential – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 361

How To Reach Your Highest Creative Potential as an Artist.

Equality must be part of the foundation that create the circumstances for creativity to reach its highest potential.

In our current capitalistic system creativity and art is doomed and dare I say has never exited?

In exploring this point of ‘how to reach ones highest creative potential as an Artist/Human Being’, I see that there is 2 facets of this equation. The ‘inner’ and the ‘outer.’ So as I continue to open up and investigate this point I will be having a look at both sides here. Taking a look at what goes into establishing the parameters that would cultivate a beings highest expression, and in this case I am simply coming at it from the stating point of ART, and Artists, as that is my background as well as this in a way being a Symbol for Creativity in our current world.

So yes, as I mentioned CAPITALISM or, our current system. The relationships and values that currently govern our current way of life is NOT suitable for ART to ever become anything more than simply a SLAVE to the Interests of those with Money.

So what I want to Propose here is an Actual SOLUTION, as the parameters that will produce Masterpieces beyond what we at the moment are accepting as ‘our great art and artists’ We don’t have master-pieces actually – we have slave-pieces.  Art/Artists enslaved to money, Art/Artists enslaved to our current value system, Art/Artists a slave to CONsciousness as the current collective mental realities that constitute our opinions, ideas, likes, dislikes, beliefs, religions, etc. Essentially Art/Artists a slave to PROGRAMMING.

There is however an alternative and that is the Equal Money System as being proposed by the Desteni Group.

So in this Blog I will first start off by looking at the ‘outer’ as the Practical Physical Environment that will be created through and as the equal money system and how this practical physical environment will stand as a Foundation for the Highest Potential within Creative Expression to emerge.

If you look at how our Current System is functioning you will find that the basic needs of humanity is grossly neglected where rather you have a system that we have all collectively maintained that operates only to produce a kind of utopia for a small percentage of the ‘elite’ population while the rest suffer and fight and struggle to live and find a way to have a decent life. Now what you also have is a small percentage of the population actually developing into their actual full potential as they have the best support that money can buy. Because they have the money, they have access to all the ingredients to producing a highly effective human being. Of course some people have access to some of these ingredients but not ALL. This has been allocated to only a small portion of our society.

In an Equal Money System, these INGREDIENTS which can also be understood as HUMAN RIGHTS will be available for ALL EQUALLY. So what you will have in an Equal Money System, is ALL human beings being placed in a situation for them to reach their utmost potential as human beings as they will have access to ALL the necessary natural ingredients that is integral to facilitating the highest potential of the human system. For a list of these HUMAN RIGHTS with which an Equal Money System will be founded please visit the Equal Life Foundation Facebook Page.

So I would suggest for those really interested in the Evolution of Art FOR REAL to investigate what is being proposed by the Desteni Group as the Equal Money System and the Principles of Equality, because the limitations we are currently accepting within and as Artistic Expression today is astounding. Astounding that what we have reduced to our current definition or PRODUCTS and MARKETERS……Oh sorry, I mean ART and ARTISTS is somehow passing as a Valid and Worthy manifestation. I mean – The Joke is Up, its time to recognize what we all are seeing already as the deterioration of ART within our CONSUMERIST Driven world, and thus we must Stand up and Take Responsibility for this expression of ourselves if it is something that we’d really like to keep around within our world. So again, investigate CONSTITUTIONAL EQUALITY and the EQUAL MONEY SYSTEM as a SOLUTION for not merely ART but for HUMANITY and LIFE as a Whole.

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NO REAL ARTISTS Exist Today – An Artists Journey To Life: Day 360

 

I am continuing Here with the point that I started to open up yesterday within looking at/investigating and essentially exposing ‘The State of Art’ as what we as HUMANITY have collectively accepted and allowed as our expression/application of ART.

In my last blog I was looking at the instance that have come up in the news recently of an art student slaughtering a chicken in the cafeteria as part of his interpretation of an art assignment themed “fact or Fiction”

So the PROBLEM we are looking at here is ‘how did we allow ABUSE into our current definition of ART? And also how can we Realign and Correct our definition, expression and application of art so that it no more allow such abuses but rather Stand as an Absolute Expression of Support for Ourselves as ALL that exist as LIFE.

Our lack of Direction in Art stems from our lack of direction and understanding of ourselves.

Thus step 1 is to really get to know ourselves and really understand the difference between fact and fiction.

And so one alignment here one can consider within creating art is to do it from the Starting Point of getting to know oneself and investigating self to see who self really is.

I mean before we go making statements and proclamations we must actually ensure we know who we are, so that we don’t go spreading messages that could have abusive consequential outflows. Like for instance trying to ‘make a statement’ where you cut the head off a live chicken as part of your art show. Or I remember one art project in school where a women was drinking her own urin – I mean, how about art where research is done to see what the physical body actually require to support it? There’s Idea!  – lol. Or maybe investigating the uses of urine to actually contribute to the sustainable functioning of our planet. My point is here Art has become about “Making a Point” or “Making a Statement” it has become about EGO and Being important, famous, getting attention. That has become a huge part of art where we have more focused on the inequalities of art instead of the equalities within it.

Thus so here is another Direction Point – To Align art to the point of Equality and Oneness. And again to actually do this one must first understand what this entail which again bring the point back to SELF. Bringing the point back to ‘we must STOP wtf we are doing and start investigating ourselves’.

I would suggest to any serious Artist out there to investigate the “Journey To Life” Blogs being walked right now by the those participating in the process of Standing up for life and Standing together in taking responsibility for ourselves and our planet and thus putting an end to the abuses we as humanity have inflicted unto our existence. And so have taken on the challenge of walking a minimum 7 year journey to LIFE as the Self Commitment to engage in this 7 year daily writing commitment as the serious investigation into and as oneself so that one actually really truly get to know who one is and thus within this process of writing, re-align oneself with Principles that honor life eternally.

I mean to me anyone that endeavour to take on such a journey to life is the real artists of this existence.

So yes SELF FIRST. We must in fact know who we are as LIFE and so as a starting point for any and all artists to ensure that what they produce as ART has real value and integrity, is to ensure they themselves have real value and integrity and so suggest to investigate the ‘journey to life’ blogs or the Equal Life Foundation Bill of Rights. Also available is the Desteni I Process lite a free course offered to get anyone interested moving on the journey of Self Investigation and Self Understanding.

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